depression blog

this is what i think all the time
"You should know that there is something worse than hate and that is unlove.

Because hate is anger over something lost, hate is passion, hate is misguided, it’s caring for the wrong things but it is still caring.

But unlove, unlove is to unkiss, to unremember, to unhold, to undream, to undo everything that ever was and leave smooth stone behind in its wake.

No fire.

No fury.

Just, nothing.

And that is worse than hate."
The salting of the earth, I wrote this for you (via twistedtheory)

The opposite of love is not hate. It is indifference. To hate is to still love, to still care about something. To have indifference is to not care at all. And that’s unlove.

(via retr0philia)

1,399 notes - 1 day ago


it means that some people think they are that worthless that they will settle for abusive love. they attract the people that treat them how they think they deserve to be treated. others may have their sense of self-worth so won’t settle for anything below what they deserve. how you view yourself is how you’re going to be treated is what it’s saying. so, if you think you deserve more for yourself, that’s what you’re going to get, but if you don’t think you’re a good person, you will settle for much less than you really do deserve. don’t depreciate yourself, because one day you’re going to find someone who will give you everything you deserve and more.



the party dont start till I walk out

156,555 notes - 4 days ago


“everyone has their off days” I tell myself 15 days in a row

433,872 notes - 5 days ago


It’s weird to think about how your birth is a fixed point in time but your death is constantly moving based on the decisions you make. The length of your life is always fluctuating.

123,469 notes - 5 days ago

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